Crazy Arithmetic of Love!

People say that "In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing. "
I'm agree wth this statement..

Erghhhhh diz is what i feel towards u darl~
But please don't laugh key when i'm telling u diz whole thing..(Sengih cam kerAng busuk pon tk bulehh eh - JANJI TAU!!!)

hURmm.."Bismillahhirahmanirrahim"..
To be honest with you, I don't have a strength to stay away from you anymore dear. Please let me be another part of your sholder - so i can always be with you.

A gud fren of mine once have said that:

Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you gonna get!~
But planning and choosing is certainly in that Book! Our later fate is normally determined by what we choose now, today. For the better tomorrow. C;)

(betul kan?!~)

Your existence are very special to me. There's nothing i wish for except to have a long happy life with you. And if all the world was smiling, i would only ever want to see your frown. Because i was unconditionally fallin love with you.

"Watchaaa" - Rebranding My Bloggie

(^_^) Huhhh it's about time to change to the new “shirt”, heee3x~. Poor my bloggie coz it still use the same shirt since last year ;p . So now I’m just tangkap muat whatever fitted it’s right. The reason is because I made some mistake while putting a script without being notice I’ve been deleted my comments.

And “…TADAAAAA…” here is the incomplete amendment I made because I’m too lazy to finish it up. Beside that it’s oredi 1 o’clock in the morning, I should sleep now.(poyo je kan, cam tk penah tdo lambat lak) heeeex!~

If NOT…… indefinitely I’ll come early to my office. I guess I’ll continue it tomorrow. (Tu pon kalu sempat ngadap blog b.u.s.u.k ni)
Mehh layan lagu ni sebelum "ZZZzzzzzz......." (-_-)



Lyrics: Muse - Uprising


The paranoia is in bloom, the PR
The transmissions will resume
They'll try to push drugs
Keep us all dumbed down and hope that
We will never see the truth around

Another promise, another scene, another
A package not to keep us trapped in greed
With all the green belts wrapped around our minds
And endless red tape to keep the truth confined

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious

Interchanging mind control
Come let the revolution take it's toll if you could
Flick the switch and open your third eye, you'd see that
We should never be afraid to die

Rise up and take the power back, it's time that
The fat cats had a heart attack, you know that
Their time is coming to an end
We have to unify and watch our flag ascend

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious

P/S: ** I love diz song~ :D

Morning Vitamin

I drove my car along the highway heading to my office, and suddenly I had a flashback. Huhhh (sight~) still remembered when I’m was in primary school and secondary school, my mom always gave me a “pil” after we had a breakfast. I never knew why I MUST swallow that “pil” but luckily the taste was good – it's like a sweet~.


Time passed by, and now I can take care of myself ..seriously. .hehehe..But sometimes my mom did reminds me to take the pil - vitamin B Complex before the beginning of my day. It’s really good to boost up my energy especially at the end of the day. (Thanks for all the guideline and the advice from u mama).


But now I’ve enough vitamin B to perform my task for all day long.(grin) It’s quite simple, how is it possible?? Heee3x!~ A simple morning call from my darl, absolutely can make my day pleased and enthusiastic to face all the problems and conflict coming. Thank you so much because you are being such a wonderful partner. (^_^)v

Exhausted Mind!

A little conversation with my dear sis..It’s just coincidently saw her online using YM (Yahoo Messenger) at 4.30pm. Hurmmm kinda weird for me. Usually I can only see her yellow smiley icon blinking at my screen during midnite.

But who care, student life is always like that~ Just about time because I really need someone to talk too (She is my perfect target). Too tired to think,talk and even moving my finger to the keyboard........

Wawwww..approaching to 99.9% level of tiredness..Here was the conversation we had on that evening~


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white02: Uitt dear..
Dear Sis: are u going back wth Abah tomorrow?

white02: Insyaallah..I can't promise..
white02: I feel very tired and totally exhausted!!
white02: Huhhhh...(sight)..too much work~

Dear Sis: y u felt that way..isn’t ur staff suppose to help u..
Dear Sis: :p
Dear Sis: White I got a better idea..how bout u go for penchant (big smile)
Dear Sis: u can just resting at home without any stress..
Dear Sis: Amacamm ok kan :D


white02: Yaaa laa tuu! I’m very frustrated with my boss..she’s really like an evil!!! I just wanna have one day leave..

white02: It’s so hard for her to give me ONE day leave.. I know y it’s so difficult for her.. because she can't do work by herself.. ONE word = impotent..

white02: Hurmm Penchant???heeee3x~ Who’s gonna give me money.. coz I’m a big spender.. :p

Dear Sis: “…lalalalala… yes I know u”
Dear Sis: okey..see u at home.. Don’t get stress..it’s not good for your health..
Dear Sis: I wish u ..all the prosperity comes along towards u..
Dear Sis: kikikiki..

white02: Hopefully..pray it for me :D
white02: Got to go~ c u later..

Dear Sis: Okey..bring me Snickers..

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i CUT my finger!

Hu-hhhh it is just the same routine like previous day in diz week. But the only GREAT things happen for today is the extinction of the presence of my bos.. heeee3x!~ “Syokkk wohh!!”

So without any further delay my colleague - Han started the Heart to Heart session . She dragged a chair in my room like the keypowchi one who are eager to tell her story.. “Haduuuyaiii coba bawak2 bersabar sket yang”..

Fuhhhh here we go, the mouthful of words from her begin… “blaa…blaaa..blaa...” and “bla..blaaa..laalalllaaa…” It’s quite a long talk! Like everything she wanted to share it with me :D

While she continuing with her story, i take my scissor and started to play with it.. (Lame sgt laa dia bercerita..tangan I pon mule x reti dok diam arr~ ) Hurmmm guess what happen after dat? Yes dear, i slash my finger with the scissor!!



Auuchhh I can see the red O blood coming out..Han quickly pass her Gamat Oil to me and it really helps forcing the blood to stop!~

I told Mumu about diz..
Mumu said "Next time u go into kitchen and take a long sharp knife and dun forget to test it with your hand keh..biar sampai potong tgn pulak..sure tk sakit"..
Kuang asam tul Mumu ni,orang baru nk bermanje2 ngn dia!! (-_-)

..takpe..takpe..main betul2 baru tauu!~

p/s:
I know your heart..
u always care about me....
Because u loves me..thank you sayang...i lapppp u so much

Senyum Seindah Suria

Senyum Seindah Suria ..
Yang Membawa Cahya...
Senyuman Dari Hati...
Impian Pun Berseri..

Senyum Membawa Impian..
Dalam Kehidupan..
Kau Tersenyum..
Ku Tersenyum...
Kemesraan Menguntum....


"Awak jgnlah selalu bermuram..Hidup kite nih kadang2 kat atas,kadang kt bawah..Mungkin itu hanyalah ujian sebelum kita mendapat sesuatu yang LEBIH BAIK..tk kesah kat mane pun kite,saya tetap bersama awak..doa saya agar awak akan kembali CERIA seperti awak yang dulu..sebab ape?? sebab saya suke tgk awak tersenyum..schweeett sgt~"

..renung-renungkan ye wak..

p/s: Awak balik laa cepat~

Good Boss

"u must always remember no matter how high you climb up,
you must come down the same way.
Be good to those you meet on the way up.
When you come down you will meet them again,
unless of course you decided to jump down and break your neck"


It would be nice if i can say diz to the ugly witch..(erghhhhhh demmm u!!!~)
Hurmm waiting for the right time to look into other prospect~


Mumu,
can i change my job..too tired to face up with the horrible witch..
sometime i can say dat i missed my old job~
uhhh the global organization and of course the auditing part..(heeee3x!~)


"terlajak perahu boleh diundur..terlajak kata.."
....
....
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"Hahhhh PADAN laaa muke"

I Don't Want To Share

Maybe some things in life are not meant to be shared..

Too True Too Often

Hurmm it's quite a long time i left my blog~
well lot of thing happen diz few month..
i have to attend meeting..meeting..meeting..(like never ending story~)

arghhhhh..Participate in training and courses.. (definitely diz is for d sake of my career path~)

Uhhh commitment, roles and all d responsibilities..
It put d weight onto my shoulder.. (haiyaaa NVM)
daaa nk senget nih kak!~

This is what i feel lately......

Too often we don't realize
What we have until it is gone
Too often we wait too late to say
"I'm sorry - I was wrong."

Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones
We hold dearest to our hearts
And we allow foolish things
To tear our lives apart.

Far too many times we let
Unimportant things into our minds
And then it's usually too late
To see what made us blind.

So be sure that you let people know
How much they mean to you
Take that time to say the words
Before your time is through.

Be sure that you appreciate
Everything you've got
And be thankful for the little things
in life that mean a lot.

Cinta Ini Membunuhku - dMasiv

It's only what i feel..it's not related to anyone who still live or already died!~

Struck By Cupid's Arrow

I just got an x-ray done today, and you know what they found???
It's you in my heart. (heyyy how come u can fitted inside there uhhh??)
The doctor said if they took you out, i would die because i could not live without you..
(***lol*** 100% true sweetheart!!)

Darl~
You've thought me d meaning of luv and sharing. With no doubt I can say dat u r d greatest thing happen in my life, the best chapters in my diaries and always be my special priority. (Huhhhh..m so glad to say it loud!~)

If u can still remember how we were meet… heeeex!~
u knocked d door of my heart, and “zasssssss” I opened it with d lovely smile glowing at my face. Dats it, Cupid had struck us with his arrow of love.
Our world is more complete because of it. (Pheeewwww i'm so lucky i'm not sleep early dat night)

Let’s strive together for our bright future ahead. Thus,I would really be honour to be your soulmate. I’ll be holding you forever, stay with you together.. No matter what’s d condition it is.. ohh goshhh u r the only my concern right now.

“Jangan macam-macam ye”
heeee3x!~

btw look at my lips dear...i loveeeee you so much...

The Globalization Started...

Here is the beginning journey of my life. Goshh it’s awesome to be there!~
A million of bitter and sweet memories to be collected once you in the path.

Safety first!~
(^_~)

Cowardly me

Urghhhh!~ I woke up late these morning around 9am. Usually my mom definitely will scream when she saw me still laying under my busuk blanket. But I heard none of her sweet loving mother voice dat morning. (So lucky for me – phewww)..hehehehe!~

The sun was so bright until I can feel the heat touched my skin through over my curtain. “Auchhhh” my sleep is being distracted by it. Hurmmm with the miserable look of my face I walked to the bathroom and take a shower.

The plan for dat day was to go out and watch the new release of movie “Coming Soon”. At first I’m a bit clueless, what’s the hell is all about this movie? Funny when I thought it was a comedian movie but turn out it is a Thailand horror movie!~ (Haiyaaa!! Next time browse for the trailer first.)




This movie have creative storyline and awesome makeup dat creating a very horrible looking ghost to scare the audience. When they promise to scare you, they will make sure you scream in the cinema.

And it WORKS!~ i bet u will never regrets..(heee3x!~..and i think I’m the one who scream loudly in it) Sorry...Can’t afford it coz it’s too scary!~ So many times I was shocked by the fugly ass ghost as well as the eerie sound effect. People with faint heart shall NEVER watch that movie because it is just horrifying! It really force me to watch through between my fingers all the way…

It’s a 4 stars out of 5 for me! Have fun being freaked out and I hope y’all will be haunted with the “The Vengeful Ghost”.

Note:
The most jumpy part dat is nearly made my sister scream over the theaters, when Chaba put her hand on Shane shoulder and unnoticed dat he carrying her on his back.

P.S. Ich liebe dich

Saturday would be bored if I’m just stayed at home. One of my planned after the "cleaning task" was to the Nerd FAIR.
Heeee3x!~ Just Kidding - I loves book.

After had a pray, around 2 o’clock I went to the International Book Fair @ PWTC. (Amy thanks to accompany me, Mumu had work to do dat day~)..You're such a great companion darling. As I expected there were a lot of people came to the book fair. Haiyaaa carpark also full maaa!! Luckily we had managed to park our car @ The Mall.
(1 hour = RM4). Ok laa tu asalkan aku dapat parking. Kan.

Hurmm actually there was a book dat I wished to own since last year. But I didn’t have any chances to walk through the bookstore and grab it. (Padan mukee aku konon-kononnye too bz with my dedicated work laa… “Hakkk tuiii”..sampai ke sudah tk belilaa jwbnye).

Okey about this book,I had read it before - borrowed from one of my colleague. It started when I’m too lazy to go out for lunch and I just wanted to fill my spare time at the office. Yaaa…all of my friend say dat kinda jiwang person who read dats book. But I don’t think so. Comeee onnn guysss it is not dat bad! Try to read it first, later on u can judge it.Hurmm it has a deeper message from the author how u can survive if u are losing someone u love. She brought the ideas, how’s life must goes on with or without him/her.

Now the only things left is trying to find the movie.Heeee3x!~..Sweetheart could you please help me..Please..Please..Pleaseeee…. (^_^)

Sometimes there's only one thing left to say.

His life ended. Now, a new one will begin.

Sometimes you have to live life one letter at a time.

Here is the book reviewed dats captured my attention to own Cecelia Ahern work. Enjoy Friend..

"Holly is a young Irish woman has just lost her husband. She struggles with what to do with her life now that the love of her life is gone. She struggles to get up each morning. She doesn't leave the house anymore or talk to her family and friends. Her mother calls one day to tell her that she has a package and needs to pick up. Holly gets it and realizes that it contains letters from her husband that he wrote before he died.

There are 10 letters each containing some instruction on what to do now that he is gone. She is only allowed to read one letter a month and each one comes with instructions about what to do now that he is gone. These are things she wouldn't have done if he were still alive, but because they are from him she abides by his wishes. All the while she realizes that even though he is gone he is still with her in spirit and she must go on with her life.

Holly finds a job, meets new people and trys to keep life normal. She goes out partying with friends and goes on vacation. She wrestles with the possiblity of starting a new romance. All the while trying to stay true to her husband. In the end she realizes life does go on. Her husband wants her to be an independent lover of life. He wouldn't be disappointed if she went on to be happy without him."

Empty Weekend

One of my friend had told me how does she/he felt lately..

Sometimes when you have no friends and money to spend on the weekend,
you kinda stressout and feel like you have wasted another weekend knowingly dat time fly by so fast nowadays. Nothing much can do and by the time you realize that. A month has passed. Empty!


I had experience the samething~ Only the difference is i had someone to spend my time with, but.....
Today everything i do its seem nothing because its (YOU) in my mind.

Starting early in the morning when i open my eyes and till now - I feel a bit frustrated!~ I feel like an idiot!~. Arghhhh..i miss to hear your voice sweetheart!~ (where have you been missing for the whole day??)
I can't sleep and think at all.

Waiting for something dats i don't know. Should i made any assumption again or it is better for me just do the same. Ignore everything. (S.H.I.T) Diz thing really made me suffer a vertigo, all the puzzle had scatter arround my head..Hurmm there must be a solid reason why diz stillness happen.

Eerrr I don't want to made any assumption because i want to hear it from you. Please dear don't treat me like diz.

Silenceness always kill me slowly.

Taik Cicak

Haiyaaaa~ Why I'm so forgetful today??
Arghhhhh TIDAK!! Is it show dat I’m getting old.. “Mane bulehh camni UBAN pon tkde agi laaa!”. Hahhhh nih mesti termakan kepala udang yg mumu kopekkan semalam…

Nearly 8 o'clock I’m rushing to the office with the full speed I can go. Heeee3x!~ (Kalu abah tau ni abisss laa aku) Hurmm it’s take about half an hour to arrive to my office. Luckily,chunnn je waktu sampai ofis aku..Memang tajamm abis laaa..huhuhu~

Nak jadikan cite bestt..Dahh laa penat berlari naik atas..Sampai je kat Entrance door tu..Bawuu aku pasan access card pulak tertinggal kat dlm kete.Eiiii BODOO betul laaa. Dah laa jauh park kete kat basement tuu..Nk kena turun pulakk..
*Seng!~*


Haishhh..nasib badan laa labu~ Berjoging pulak aku pagi tuuu...
As usual masuk je bilik aku turn on PC and laptop.Check for my schedule for dat day..Pheewww~ Tkde meeting arini. Leh laa focus on my system yg masih tk siap2 tuu..Haduyaiii, ape pulakkk neh??? Ya Allah, pagi2 jee daa buat aku naik darahh..

Kuang ajoo punye cicak!!! Bile mase ko berak kat ats meja aku nihaaa..
Eeyuwww!~ Geli plak den nk lap..Ermm juz wait for the cleaner to clean up all the mess..heee3x!~
"Tock-tock"..Morning...Yeahhh!~ Seb baek aunty dah datang..Help me..Help me..(S.O.S) Aunty tuu sengih je tgk aku yg gely sgt ngn taik cicak tu..Dah setel pon. T-Q so much aunty.. (^_~)

Lantak laa org nk cakap ape pown.Aku mmg pantang sekali ngn cicak. Mmg meloncat abis laa..Kalu lipas tu tkpe, aku tk heran sgt,selamba je buleh men pijak..

"lalalalala.."

My Essential Partner

Every day i wake up..The first thing i thought is you. How it could be so nice when i can spend my whole day with you darl. In the office, i looked at the screen it's your face appear again together with my "massive" workload..
(heee3x!~ tkde muke lain ke..nih daa angauu neh mumu)
Hurmmm since i'm not going out for lunch today, i want to write something to my mumu..


Everytime a smile on my face
Indicates your presence near me
Coz u always try to make me smile
Eventhough sometime i’m a bit childish
You still treat me nice and patiently
A smile is what comes naturally from u.
(I’m truly sorry if u had headache because of me.)

The moment I c u or think about u
And also I cant help crying
When I am not with u..

My life is so beautiful
When we are together
Every second spent with u is precious
Life is so short and so many things to do
We don't know abt tomorrow..

All i want is......
I wanna spend every single day with you
And live happily to fullest today
Tomorrow may not just come at all
I don't want to have a regret in anyway

All i want is YOU.
(Look at my lips dear...YOU...)
You had complete my life mumu!~

Song for you...

"Please Smile My Sunshine.."

This morning I spoke with my darling on the phone. Yeapp!~ you sound so weak. The tone of your voice can't lie. I knew there were a lot of things spinning around your head. Darling you had work so hard for our future path. Please let me share the burden together with you... (I can't let your day doomed without my love).

As I always mentioned previously, when you're down and you're in troubled. And nothing seems to be right. Just call me and talk to me. You know I'll try my best to make it all right. All I want to see is your smile darling. \(^_^)/

"I can be the hand you hold
When you've fallen down
I can be the air you breathe
To save you before you drown"

(Even though I don't know how to swim...heee3x!~ Sifu next time teach me yaa~)

No matter what's the barrier comes forward. Remember dats I am here for you. Each and every day I will always love you. It's only you that I want! Together we work hand in hand to achieve our dreams. The rest "pegii gasakkk laaa"...heee3x!~

Sunday Shopping

Last Saturday, I went out with my parent. Thus my sister also back from her hostel on Friday evening. So rather than just stayed at home, she urged us to go out. (Yelaaa she wanted to “powww” something from us..hehehe)

At first we did not have any plan to go out for shopping. It just that “jalan-jalan carik makan” on the morning. In the car, we were craving for something different than Nasi Lemak.Then we decided to eat Nasi Ayam Singapore with ABC for the breakfast. (Yeahh I know its sound like having a meal for a lunch aitee..) –Dats contribute to increase the size of my tummy!! (Haishhh…looks like my honey have to accompany me to do the cycling.)

While on our way back home, my sister asked abah whether he can drove her to Jalan (TAR)Tunku Abdul Rahman. (Kononye nak carik tudung laa).. Surprisingly she is not the one who are eager to do the shopping. It’s turned out dats my parent did a lot of shopping.. (hehehe and of coz it also impacted my poket..)

**We bought some fabrics- “Eye Sofia” and carperts for Along wedding Ceremony .. (No wonder laaa my parent yg lebih2 shopping kali ni..)




p/s:

I suggest you to go Jackel for the fabrics and carpets. It has variety of choice and the price is also reasonable. Plus there will be given a big discount after you spent a certain amount.

Chicken Chop with Waffle Souce

Last friday i went out for lunch together with my pal –just called her jojo. We had our lunch somewhere at Putrajaya (I can’t remembered the place exactly). I choose “meehun soto” as for my lunch.


While jojo was craving for western food and she decided to have chicken chop for her. When we are enjoying our food, jojo wrinkled her face and voice out “Alamak kenapa mayonis aku nih rase pelik semacam”.


Then I replied it could be the shopper wanted to save the cost and mixed it together with water. Jojo was not satisfied with my answer,”Yekkk!~ macammm ade rasee tepung laa” she refuse to continue eating tht creamy mayo. Coz it tasted much likely “tepung gomakk~”. (– Ko makan jelaaa ciken chopp ko tuu~)


Yeahh it was fun having a chitchat with her.We also had flashed back the old story when we were at university. Now it’s like I can’t believe that we had left all the “hetic” life as a student.Hehehehe..

Before we going back, I managed to capture the pictures that where exactly jojo get the “creamy mayo”.Hehehehehe..


Guess what??

(Jengg...Jeng...Jenggg...)

Creamy Mayo = "WAFFLE FLOUR"